Over the past month or two, I’ve been trying to figure out the feelings I have towards you. I would never have to courage to say everything out loud, so I guess it’s more for my benefit of knowing how I feel and being able to put it into words. First and foremost, I’d never want to do or say anything to ruin our friendship which is why I would probably just keep these feelings to myself. But, if we were in some other lifetime and I had the guts to tell you how I feel, there are a few things I’d want you to know.

I love the way you look at the world. You analyze situations, but you’re also able to see the big picture too. You see connections that everyone else can’t see and it’s so fascinating. Your brain and how you view everyday life is so intriguing to me. It’s like a kaleidoscope that forms shapes and patterns that only you can see. Just like a kaleidoscope, how you notice things is beautiful. I admire your point of view on the world and will always want to know what you see.

I love how you care for others. You always put everyone else first and are always willing to take an extra moment with someone if they need it. You aren’t afraid of putting forth effort and that means so much because everyone else typically just looks for the easy way out. Your work ethic is admirable and I enjoy every moment I get to work alongside of you.

Lastly, I think you’re beautiful. I love your smile. I don’t get to see it too often, but I love when you do because it is so genuine. I also love your eyes because I get a little glimpse into the kaleidoscope picture you see in how you view everything around you. It’s beautifully intriguing.

All this to say, you have my heart. I love everything about you and I feel like I can talk to your for hours. You are one of the few people that I can be around and not lose spoons. All I want to do is talk to you and spend time with you. I want to know everything about you that you’re willing to share and your opinions on everything. Above all, I want you to know that I feel comfortable around you and that you make me feel safe. There are very, very few people in my life that have ever made me feel genuinely safe and I thank you so much for that. You have no idea what it truly means to me. I wish I had the courage to tell you everything I just shared and maybe if the stars align, you’ll know all of this one day. Until then, just know that you have my heart.